Getting Back at Life

Yesterday my first night out in Miami. Yup, after 2 months, finally.

Gina, her husband and I went out to 'celebrate'. I didnt really know what we were celebrating... our friendship..the fact that it's weekend..or maybe my new life. I dont know. It doesnt really matter. We went out to this new local bar near the University of Miami. Don't even ask me questions coz i suck at it.

I never expected to have fun. I was fighting it. I didn't even want to go because I never really liked going to bars and places like that.

But I did have fun and it indeed was fun. Not even gonna talk to you what we had then.. but it was all fun and gay.

Sigh. Im thankful, though, that Gina made all these efforts to make me feel better. I wish there's a new 'relocated' guy in the office so I can also help him out...just like what Gina and the rest extended to me. I want to pay it back.. the kindness, the efforts.

Relocation changes people. It transforms you. You may think that you may know everything about life... and then it hits you in the face: There's a bigger world out there. And there is, indeed. You just got to open your eyes and decide what you want for yourself.

I know that this'll change me..but Im not gonna let this change my values. I am still me... trying, falling, standing back up and hopefully... winning.